had a great weekend

went to irvine and laguna with jess. had an amazing time. did many things that we don't really do. and that makes the time that much more enjoyable. I shot down the whole weekend with a stupid move tonight though. idk why I don't think and am such an idiot. I always ask myslef that question. the future is coming quick. I'm moving out. and it sucks. my family will finally be broken up. its been hard. I remember when we used to do everything together. but now. i'm mostly alone. by myself. I guess I've come to learn more about myself through all this time alone. But I kinda wish I hadn't as most of these discoveries. I don't really like.